What one person do you wish you could reunite with?

I don't wan to say there is no one I'd like to reuinite with... But part of me cannot answer this.  I have found, that most times I to come into contact with somone I had once known, I end up saddened. Mostly people I remember from childhood. I meet them years later and I cannot help but be overwhelmed by their pain (that I interpret....) Moreso, I have a hard time with watching them try to hide and deny their suffering. I realise everything has its reason and place... But this is still something I can only relate to intellectually.

What makes this different than knowing people every day that are sad? (whoa! lets not make it sound like I'M not sad. lol. Let's just make that clear. Ali gets just as sad and in denial as people i know. There. Clarified) I suppose the contrast of my memories to the present reality. I put people in high places, praise them and assume them masters of Being. I am rather niave in that way.

I suppose, as i think about this more... I always hope that our paths would have continued in similar directions, concidering the connections I'd had with them.

As I said before, my mind knows this is life, and that there is reason, and what's the point of being sad. My my body still aches about it sometimes...I make it a point not to deny my emotions if they arise, even if my Mind knows better. Two different parts of the brain, two different reasons for existance.

So, Until I get over this phase of deciding what people are like before i see them, and then judging Happy or Sad... I'll continue being nervous to continue meeting people I have missed.